I had not realized I did not mention - I do know the blog layout is very crappy ever since I removed the banner. I do intend on changing the whole template since the "Exile" theme is not appropriate anymore. I'm just having a hard time finding one (because for the first time ever I am NOT going to design it myself). So there. Just so you all know.

I've known for a long time that no matter what crap goes on in my personal life, I can always turn to my professional life to compensate.

Now I'm starting to wonder whether my professional life is just incapable of the slightest degree of failure and I should really start making my decisions accordingly, or it just mimics my personal life, in the sense that everything goes very well profesionally for me when my personal life is crashing, and that work becomes full of crazy, amazing, brilliant possibilities when my personal life offers me pretty much all I could ask for.

At least, I'm confused as always. You wouldn't think it would be a comfort, but seriously, good or bad, a constant is a constant.