Sometimes I am doing fine and following any harmless train of thought and then it just hits me and my eyes open wide and beg me to please understand because if I can understand then it's going to be okay and it's pretty sad that I have to tell them that they'll never be closed again because the futile reasons that could possibly be given aren't worth shit and only the aftermath counts - because what's unjustified just can't offer any satisfactory explanation.

What's happened has happened
What's coming is already on its way
With a role for me to play
And I don't understand
I'll never understand
But I'll try to understand
There's nothing else I can do