You'll never know how bad you hit me that one night you came over unannounced. I seriously doubt you noticed how I was standing up and then suddenly sitting down on the closest chair so I could hide the uncontrollable shaking of my whole body - so I could tense up my upper body and let my legs shake under the table.

I was shaking too as I was driving the other night, wondering what the hell I was doing, why the hell I was doing it and what good could come of it.
And you said "stop" and I don't know if you believed me when I said "I can't", but I wasn't lying.

This morning I was shaking again, not for the same reason - but in a twisted way, yes, it was for the same reason.