It's a concept I haven't been in any way capable of grasping for a while, now. It's something remote that just doesn't make any sense to me and that I can't even bring myself to call real.
Because the part of my brain that should be assimilating and accepting it was called a witch and burned. And I'm no witch, but I'm certainly no phoenix either.
I don't feel it because I refuse to take off my blindfold; because when it comes to worth, ability and risk, I'm not sure I can measure up and/or juggle.