As I said, looking back - a little too far, a little too violently, but I guess it's a risk I was willing to take.

Realizing that yes, I really did see it all, almost it all, coming, but in some instances I chose to look away, and in others I chose to trust the empty words I was surrounded by. Because they came from people I deeply cared about and because they suited my preferred version of the truth.

And wondering, in turn - am I ever going to start actually trusting my gut and stop second-guessing myself constantly?

I run off
Where the drifts get deeper
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
I hear a voice
"Your must learn to stand up for yourself
Cause I can't always be around"
He says
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast