It's funny because you spend years trying to fit in, until you realize you really fit in much more when you're not trying, and you think you're over that, but then you don't really fit in anymore, ever.

It's weird, because it really feels so near, but you're not there, not ever, and you try, you try, and things keep happening to keep you away, all the time, and a lot of the time, actually, people are there to keep you from fitting in with others, so you end up really not belonging anywhere.

It's some kind of endless journey, because you can't remember ever really fitting in, and you probably never will, and sometimes it really feels like it's all it would take to get you there.