1. When you have something to tell me, you just walk up to me and say it straight - else I will keep peacefully ignoring you because while I'll admit you're pretty good at pretending, as you're doing it on a regular basis (oh, and lying, too), I'll beat you any day because I've been doing it all my life.

2. If you think you've said anything to me, think again. I told you before all those words you threw up in the air, I barely even looked at them - they don't touch me, they don't count.
I guess it gave you some sort of self-justification, but really, all you did was hide and wallow in self-pity.
Which, well, you are entitled to do. Just don't go around claiming you tried.