I guess we won't ever talk again, and it's a decision I respect. I'm glad that I had you to use and get used by when it really was all I was looking for. And I will be eternally thankful for those relentless efforts you forcefully put into entertaining me and supporting me, no questions asked, those weeks when I locked myself up, fell to pieces and curled up in a ball - the distractions, the phone calls, the 5-hour long IM conversations, the virtually sleepless nights on weekdays so panic would subside and I'd make it through yet another day.
For a few weeks, you were the only person who remembered that I was a human being, not an obliviously-discarded garbage bag.