The problem is I can't change the past, there's nothing I can do in the present and all I have left is waiting for the future.

And if I don't swear to god tomorrow I'm turning things around, how will I ever do it; but if I make that promise and I break my word, the failure every tomorrow brings will undoubtedly wear me out.

And I keep thinking, nobody said it was going to be easy, and damn it, down the line it has to be my call, I open my eyes and I find I am not being pushed so I stop (or something) - and I guess I don't stand a chance of winning if I don't risk breaking myself to pieces again.