I thought it worth mentioning -

You are not me. You do not know my life. You are not living what I am living.

And if you are not me, you don't know what I know and don't know.

If you are not me, you can't actually presume to know what I know or to know some higher truth I don't know.

If you are not me, you don't get to subjectively judge my life or segments of it based on the few elements you know.

If you are not me, you don't get to act like you can see the bigger picture - because if you are not me, you have no fucking clue what the bigger picture is.

If you are not me, you have no idea.